090909…..an auspicious day for the chinese as it symbolises eternity- chang chang jiu jiu…..
and i’ve been so emo i tell you…..i guess there’s still alot that i dont know or dont understand in a relationship even after these years…..
i dont know what i should do…..maybe, i dont know how to make myself happy…..maybe, i dont know how to make you happy even i tried and even, (stupidly) read so much…..
something simple for me could be something like a big big step for you. and i wonder why.
i gave you and sacrifice everything i have, and you still holding on to that bit…..why?
i think it shows the recognition status of me in your heart…..
fine. i get it.
now, i dont know where my prayers gone or the future prayers should go.
i think i can still count on myself. yea.
anyway, got on the bus today and half way, sarah messages and says the meeting has just been canceled, i was like…..(you wont wanna hear it)…..then i said haiz..ok la…..and had to got off in the high way =.=
cost me a meal for the trip…..haiz…..
then, reached home and ate noodles with hubby and packed some snacks along the way and got home.
all i need now, is rest and study and nothing else. you please dont kacau already. i’ve had enough of you i better live on myself. and you, get away from us, far far away.
THAT’S IT!! I’VE HAD ENOUGH!!!!!