the hospital trip..

went for the check up again..

initially thought of marking the scripts but =_= how the hell would i have mood to mark while waiting for PAP SMEAR result you tell me?

so i waited and waited and waited..

 

as i went in, the doc asked: so..how can i help you?

i was like: @@ er…well..

she said: did the period bother you?

me: no..

doc: then i think we dont need to do anything..

me: huh?oh…you mean all is ok?

doc: er..yea..

and she went on and told me im fine as the period is ok now (i made the appointment last time for its irregularity)

plus, the cyst and fibroid doesnt cause much problem so they are not going to remove it..

so IN CONCLUSION,  nothing to be done @@

then i said: OH! the PAP SMEAR result!

she said: yea the PAP smear result was ok..normal..

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YIPEE!! ^^ (oh but anyway later in the night i thought, wouldnt it be better if the result is CANCEROUS AND I JUST DIE OF IT? once and for all..no?)

the doc even asked whether i want to be discharged or make a 1 year appointment..i said better make 1 year appointment just to monitor the cyst and fibroid whatever.

 

anyway..

i was starving by the time i took the next appointment i had ayamas meal.

when i got home, i found out that the ~!@#$%^&*() workers ate my maggi and used *his* slippers!! my food containers are all opened and rumbled!! > _ <

~!@#$%^&*()_

i smsed *him* and told him this.  its not like the maggi cost alot, but used people’s things without asking? ~!@#$%^&*()

damn..if you dare do that again i will sure inform the house owner..

 

p/s: ˈkɑː.mə ðeər wɪl bɪ fɚ jʊ jʊ weɪt jʊ bɪtʃ

 

herm!

i want..

i want to go to the bookfair..

but still, i didnt make it..

is there any specific reason i need to have just to be able to go to the bookfair??

did you even have a reason for your passion in game?? *pissed*

you auto clicked whatever you wished to, but me?i cant even choose..not even a chance..and i had to bare with that..*more pissed*

i knew he wont wanna go..

fine..

at least drop me there?

no..

fine..

didnt force him..let him continue with his passion..

asked friends to accompany or at least drop me there..

none..

fine..

then rain again..

or when i wanna see whether they are free, they were gone..

fine..

 

guess i’ll just be here..

furious…..

ok, not that im really furious coz : i’ve finished, yes, finished all my papers and whatsoever (except that FYP, just 1 last step).

so literally, i’m liberated from my academic life. but i guess i will delve into it soon in a different phase. cool?

the travelling are really taking a toll on me @@ gonna print the FYP, meet the principal and redemption (if possible, but not that possible =_=’’ ) , all in one day. *gargh!*

so so cant wait to go home, but have to wait for him *pout*

……

ANYWAY,

that night, pek yoke sent me this.

okay. those who’re vulnerable to manglish or rude words, please take a step back. seriously. if you cant tolerate or you’re already not in a good mood then dont blame me if you continue to read this post. but come back for the next post. *ahem*

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the post was about the Chinese girls, yes, you got me , girlS ,

all of whom , was being raped while travelling in a trans-province/state train in China.

the worst and cruelest part is: no one, i repeat,

NO ONE!! not a damn one person, be it guy or girl, took the obvious and BIG opportunity to report to police when the train stopped at various stations. wait, you dont have a phone ar? fine. escape to alert the police when can la!  dont know how to take evidence ar? dont have camera phone or some brain meh? WTF you stupid people!! if you really cant save them , FINE. but you didnt even do it when you CAN. that! is in-excusable!! totally!!

call it corrupted or whatsoever, but shouldnt you at least do your part? WTF man! i tell you lor you sure kena karma one lor!!

you might be thinking, why this idiot kept shouting like nobody’s business? its hidden and maybe they didnt realise.

damn. i tell you, the monsters, dont know how they hold the power of authority in the train, just separate the guys and girls, and then just did it. imagine a bf saw his gf being ruined into pieces. or a brother witnessing his sis being tortured in an inhumane way. and the most stupid part was, the operator didnt even CARE. damn it!! the monsters were stupid you could have helped them!!

no brain-er-s!! >.<!!!!!

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tho at the very , very, last, moment, after all the damage has been done, that one silly ..ok, man, decided to do the right thing at the ..last stop, i guess.

couldnt blame those weak girls lor, tho they should have come up with something to bring those monsters down.

and the group in that coach is kinda threatened or so.

but then!! those in other coaches could have done something!! just like when an idiot (who , in the end, didnt do anything) told the operator about it!

WHATEVER!! karma!! those monsters shall be condemned into the 18th floor of HELL and never be revived , of any  possibilities.

*according to ‘the journey to the west’, the 1 8th floor of HELL consist of cells that, out of every kind of tortures,

makes the deserving souls experience the most heartbreaking scenes (to them), everyday, six times a day. imagine that. ya lor, deserving lor hor?

 

actually, watching ‘journey to the west’ has got me thinking. those in the train didnt not , ok , dare, to do anything because they were scared. they didnt not think carefully or see carefully for the wide open chances they could have taken, as well as the victims. oh, including those, what, monsters hor?

why?

because they dont have the wisdom. the Great Wisdom. and that, is why Xuan Zang in the ‘journey to the west’ had to go through all the tragedies to reach the west (Modern India) to obtain the great teachings of Buddha for the people (in the world, duh)

 

*sigh*

 

okay. i might be lack of wisdom too as i rant aloud here. i’m an angel, IN TRAINING, aint i?

 

restrain girl, restrain…..

 

~end la~

250709

this morning, hubby thought of bringing me for a breakfast in 24hr mamak, (so sweet of him =p)  but i dragged til 5.40am so i have to rush to the bus stop. so he dropped me off there and with a XOXO i set off the journey to campus. N.O.T

there was this guy wandering along the pavement where passengers are waiting. by passengers i mean me and another ‘uncle’. initially i thought this guy was to wait for the 1st bus as well(not knowing the 1st bus has gone off earlier today) then this guy who was wandering  seems abit out of focus,and i came to the conclusion that he is..well..not himself.

initially i just kept a distance from him, not knowing whether he is harmful to others or not. then, the guy at mamak motioned me to get down to wait at the shop instead. i ran off toward it.

=_=

and i followed the driver who was also having his drink there to the bus . he knows la,so he said: ah moi, mari. then i follow him to bus obediently =_=

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when i reach pasar seni, i think i saw a crime scene. i mean, murder or man slaughter crime scene =_=

three police car parked at pasaramakota (the parking building) and police lines have been marked around the usual knick-knaack shops. there was a black plastic bag covering something. which made me think..yea….murder =_= or street fight…

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that’s not all, in the noon when i was to get back to SL i saw Imigresen catching peopl at the Pasar Seni LRT station building =_=

they’re not wearing uniform, and some only with vest. i guess its for something like undercover, catching the illegal immigrants unnoticed.

some of them were calm with their fate, some were furious or emotionaly aggressive or unstable, have to be cuffed and threw into the pick-up truck.

=_=

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*SIGH*…..

anyway, some cute things i found:

 

japanese doll rice-crackers..cute-nye…..

 

Clairol Herbal Essences “long term relationship” hair conditioner came with CLEO August..

fuiyo..such nice name hahahahhaha….and the instruction was also cheeky…=p

 

with this small small break (yea, V.E.R.Y. small indeed) i have, i started some readings. the long lost feeling…..=)

 

 

end note: I’m absolutely pissed at your arrogance, shameless, show-off, insensitivity/over-sensitivity/wholesome sensitivity disorder,and a whole freaking long range of illogical behaviours. i dont even know whether you belong here, or should i use my language as of teaching a kindergarten kid to communicate with you. FYI   i’m no MARSian and i dont speak MARS. in the end i might just throw you into my good old home of TR and grant you my permanent residence with the diagnosis of PLS. stop behaving like a kid. you never grow up do you?

you b*****d! curse you!!

see this:

nini’s post

bare in mind, karma, you idiot! curse you!! >_<

and you as well!  blek!!!!!

UTAR PJ-roomates wanted

yes, roomates wanted! at PJ section 17. especially freshies, contact me here if you’re interested! ASAP!

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well, exam is over. its time for FYP now.

please,bless me…

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super devastated!!!!! damn it kate! i cant believe you did this to me!!!!! >0<

i curse the two idiots...

people always say cursing is way 'effective' than scolding...so i curse YOU!!! curse you to xxxx!!!!!

*sigh* i really count myself lucky...

i was walking to take the bus alone (well don't start it yet, it IS hard to avoid at times), when that two XXXXXXX idiots stop the motor in front of me trying to rob me off my phone whatever...

yeah yeah..ok so, luckily i was quite alert once i sense something is wrong (yeah, their hearts are black, not red+dark red like ours, and their brains are not fuctioning,poor idiots,xxxxxxx idiots...)

i shouted and i ran to the houses(ohyeah, lucky me again)

damn that two houses filled with weeds i cant fake and scare them...they were still chasing...i ran again sneaked to another house, and old uncle in front of his door, i threw my belogings inside...

and they saw no chance at all they ran...count myself lucky again, that if they were on foot and not on a bike, they could have caught me...

i asked the old uncle to let me in and get my things...

*big sigh* my heart was pounding and probabily shocked because my tears started rolling down and i can't catch my breath...

the good old uncle accompanied me to the bus stop and i continued to the police station,so to inform them about this....

and all the way i was cursing that two idiots...until NOW!!!!! (o yah, YOU,yah YOU, don't make me curse you coz i believe it works quite well and eerily effective, oh whatever...)

if it is not because of those things i couldn't have gone out...but it gave me a lesson...that all else are not THAT useful, so the best is just RUN...RUN FOR YOUR LIFE....so you say RUN XXX RUN!!! (like forest gump)

met pzk on the way home, *phew* so now im really waiting for the car...=s

you know, it is still so unsafe here,like, even if you have a car,there are still crimes with cars,sneaking in,at parking lots whatever...even if you're just at your yard they could have come in WHATEVER!!!!!

so just be alert and smart enough to xxxx them off!!!!!

yeah i'll continue the cursing....go bath now...

what i heard from my friend who just came back from China was saddening,disappointing, and shocking.


SOME of the local students (local,i.e from china- chinese students in university) called them( Malaysian chinese students from Malaysia) as 'ma lai ren' or 'ma lai mei'(Malay, or Malay girl)......etc...

i'm NOT being racist but this is not the fact! and so untrue!!

talk about linguistics...YOU KNOW what those words means, and YOU uttered it out while YOU'RE HAVING INADEQUATE KNOWLEDGE about it ...

for goodness sake, we're chinese in terms of blood,i.e. genetically in general, means we descended from the same ancestry.

we're living in Malaysia holding a Malaysian identification card because WE LIVE HERE and we celebrate our MERDEKA . =WE'RE MALAYSIANS.

but we're not Malays,nor Indians. Although we're bangsa Malaysia.

because we celebrates chinese new year and lots of other chinese cultural events/occasions.

THIS ,is the fact.

*i hope my fren won't utter something stupid and idiotic out of furious......

OK.


I know i've started scribbling since i've known how to grab a pencil or something to poke,(as if...)

but my hand-writing is still soooo EEWwwWwWwWW!!!!!

OUCH!!!

*sigh* why...why there's still written job to be done in this UnileveL...

urgh.

and this semester's subjects is even more 'challenging'...=x=" *chup*

fine.i'll go and continue that proposal......=-=

Community

A Threat At The Back Lane

IPOH :The formation of a shoe sized hole revealing almost 3 feet depth of 'hollowness' underneath sends chills to Lew, who witnessed it while the gas delivery man ride on her house's back lane.

The teacher in her 40s was looking on the gas delivery man after paying him for the gas when the shocking incident happened in front of her.

It was known that most area within the Kinta Valley are lands of former tin mines, thus resulting in a large number of houses on landfills.

It is believed that the continual rains that occur recently has resulted in such incident.

Cracks were also seen on some of the walls in some of the houses.

According to Lew, she has no plan of moving but would look for some sand and stones to fill the hole.

of High5 Bread Town & Christmas...

well,it's just too much of those lil lil things...so,to skim it down,it's just "High5& X'mas" =/

and due to my mouth's uncomfortness(huh!),it goes even slimmer...


so,to tell you,the High5 Bread Town is pretty worth going to, as they have the professionals waiting to surprise you level by level...

it's in seksyen 21 shah alam...see here...

they will bring you in by first enjoying a short film of the bread history(from how the egyptians uses yeast and wheat and yada yada..),then the time tunnel(amazing discoveries you'll see...), and finally the clean and hygeanic factory to watch the process..[sorry,yup,no photo taking allowed!]


of course,nothing will be complete without luring you into their speciallty shop but, there ARE some products which worth buying...like the cakes ...

to add up to the 'excitement', there are also goodie bags at the end which include a regular High5 Nutri White =_="

and we all ended up with big and small bagsssZZZZ, teachers and students...=_+"""""

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trip to jusco,which let me find the festive decorations and also new interesting shops..(for here in Ipoh i mean...yeah,you know what i mean..)

one of them is the new padini concept store here...uhuh...but still,i was unable to find any new shoes and new clothes for myself after walking all round the jusco and finished my 'targets'...

found the bag sealer-clipper i wanted(and this time,even with expiry date manual indicator^^ and cute colours!!!)

also,the ever-cutest sushi moulder!!!!(gasp!)well i chose the doraemon design out of others...'coz vic liked that..hehe..okok...

*i'm feeling i'm back in the mood...snap*=o=

all from S&J shop...

right...i'm getting sooooo unstable...off...

my crave for the novels just got greater when the annual MPH catalouge-Tokens of Love reaches my home today...


>_<"


why? !



why?? !!



why???!!!

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i was thrown into a dilemma..


straight..



in seconds...


yup..



by my uni's

SRC vice ...


and my heart began to beat irrythmically...




my chest is getting painful...



and my eyes are waterry...



*doink*



ok, here goes..

*tzz* sms

"...interested in joining...jan intake's orientation comittee..."

i was like..'what!!!???'

the symtomps above appeared...

and i replied:

certainly intersted!(and asking about the timeline)

and so on.....


well,i am really really keen in joining...even being a small part of it...just for the spirit of it..the orientation..where you get to be a part of the brothers and sisters welcoming and helping the freshies...and you never know what you can do for them..trust me..



i guess i blogged about the last orientation i joined,as a petty helper in the registration.

still,i get to feel so much of it!!looking at them like looking at myself going in for the first day...


argh.....


and this time,i guess it's a bigger job..(see,i told you i wouldnt be *abandoned* *roll eyes*)


but the dilemma comes.........


first,it's sooooo last minute that i'm 200% sure that my parents wouldnt let me go...coz being a comittee,especially a key one,not assistant, will have to go to the meetings weekly or more..which means i will have to travel...which they wouldnt let me to..



(which goes to that they're having shortage of manpower..=_="")



second, and that the travel cost $$$$$....not to forget staying there again...


third, that i have 'agenda' here...though i will be able to go there during dec...


and im near in tears NOW!!!...hwaaaa!!!T_T



p/s:still,i'm glad YOU asked.=") making me feeling ...significant! haha...('',)

unfortunate?too much...

i was extremely depressed..near to break down...there was sooo many unfortunate things happened to me recently...made my mood bad even i've controlled it...i wasn't like that!!!!!!!!!!!

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there's one time that i got over these very quickly.....with all those philosophies and beliefs....


i thought i had found it....source of suffer whatever...and practiced it....


i was all calm and like everything can be achieved...



i know what to do and i know how to do.....



now,i would say:
urgh! WHAT'S WRONG??!! WHAT'S HAPPENING??!! this is just TOO MUCH!!!!

(and now i couldn't even post properly!)


i'm suspecting feng shui i tell you...(hmmm...)



not that i'm very superstitious....but i felt that feng shui must have had a reason to be so popular and sought after, and also called


Chinese Metaphysics....



the harmony of the eviron...they say...

well, i do understand a teeny bit of the logic here...(i'm a chinese ain't i?)



you see, logically, you 're sure to not put a huge flower pot in the middle of the flight of stairs, aren't you? because you will be obstructed more or less by that obstacle. It is as simple as that. ( I mean...as logically as i can get...not all those: put a pot of fish here, golden prosperity cat there..)



just like colours, ther are calming colours and all...so,logically, you can FEEL what colour suits you...(if,logically...)



it is because how you feel from the look of the environ affects you...if it's harmonious.you will feel alright...(but i dont feel that now!!)



and now i seriously need to watch my mouth!! i felt i talked too much and very unconstructive!




THAT'S, the other thing i learnt....silence,observe,process,evaluate,regroup,conclu...the fundemental parts....(ya know,together with all the sources of suffrence..).....




life have never been better for me..(NOT...)



urgh...izzit a test for me?i'm not sure i can pass through it....i'm sorry!!...(shouting to the meta-space =.=")...





guess i should stop looking into the horoscope too....





and i don't get a new phone while my dad and brother gets it...why la..THAT, not that i insist...just ..ask..





and to add up,just now, i opened my friendster profile page...the 'about me' content was 'copied' to my media box....

automatically i deleted the codes in the media box that appeared...it WAS cleared...even the 'post shoutout' box was cleared since hearing so many virus-y codes around..even went to the help section to look at FAQ..

BUT IT STILL APPEARS LIKE THAT!!!!!!!!!!!(although the codes in the boxes are now cleared)

can anyone help me???? ="(

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yeah,i know, you'll say i'm sucha paranoid...