new life ahead..(to bee hui..)

i really thank bee hui,for helping me sooo much...helping with my room,laptop, and registry..really thanks...thanks to her,i'm going to have a room in the house opposite hers..in section 17..my...the house has 10 people!the house was renovated specially for us students renting...so,the downstairs room has 3 um girls,my room(master bedroom)have 4 girls..the next was one of our girl's bf..and the other is room of two working girls...she told me they are those larks and owls..going out eraly,coming back late..excluding some of the girls,so it basically left some of us in house sometimes...privacy is ok though...peers is better..but what i fear now is no friend accompanying me in the beginning!do i have to call the big sisters to accompany me on the "first day of school"????like a kid??!or do i say:hi! my name is...??gosh...i'm now trying to convince a friend to go there with me..my ex..he got the PR but refuse to go..what is that guy thinking..anyway,i'm going to be ok..ain't i??all these time,i get help but work alone on basically everything that doesn't require group..and have faced all odds myself..from primary till now...mum never guide me after i'm standard 1...independent enough to travel alone..when i feel vulnerable,i even ask for buddha's bless and help..i truly believe..(and most works..)..so now i think starting a new journey ahead alone isn't a hard thing for me right?...huh..why am i like this?...so i bought a new note book,jotting down tips,advice,expenditure,notes from seniors,planning everything...step by step..systematically..seems nice enough..but the road ahead...i don't know..there's so much plans in my head and note book..seems familiar from seniors' tale but haven't even start the journey yet...but thanks for your blessings(you know who you are)...i will be fine,more than fine..